Alma 38-39

Alma 38

“…There is no other way or means whereby man can be saved, only in and through Christ. Behold, he is the life and the light of the world. Behold, he is the word of truth and righteousness.” (vs. 9)

Alma continues his fatherly counsel, but this time to his son Shiblon, who is also faithful like Helaman. Shiblon went with his dad to preach to the Zoramites, and was imprisoned and even stoned in his efforts, so we know he is invested! Alma says, “…my son, I trust that I shall have great joy in you, because of your steadiness and your faithfulness unto God; for as you have commenced in your youth to look to the Lord your God, even so I hope that you will continue in keeping his commandments; for blessed is he that endureth to the end (vs. 2).”

Even good boys need counsel and warning from their fathers. The first point Alma drives home is that Christ is the only way we can be saved (see vs. 9 above). This is the most important thing he could understand. Then Alma has 3 other points to share with Shiblon:

(1) And now my son, Shiblon, I would that ye should remember, that as much as ye shall put your trust in God even so much ye shall be delivered out of your trials, and your troubles, and your afflictions, and ye shall be lifted up at the last day. (vs 5)

I believe this—it is my source of peace and motivation when I’m going through difficult times. Keep in mind that Alma is saying this to someone who has been imprisoned and stoned! I believe the Lord will always help us through our trials, and we will even be better off because of them, if we put our trust in Him. The only thing that isn’t promised is the timing… usually our patience is tested in the process!

(2) See that ye are not lifted up unto pride; yea, see that ye do not boast in your own wisdom, nor of your much strength. (vs 11)

I see pride lead to downfall for so many individuals and families. People start to make dumb decisions that lead to even dumber decisions when they think they know better than God.

(3) …also see that ye bridle all your passions, that ye may be filled with love.

This third point reminded me of a lesson I heard as a teenager at church about Love vs. Lust. It opened my eyes and helped me to understand what love really looks like, and how lust masquerades as love but will actually extinguish true love. It is important to be able to identify the difference between the two.

LOVE	LUST
Puts the other person’s needs first	Is driven by personal desires
Enduring, eternal	Fleeting, temporary
Nurtures friendship and respect	Just wants physical fulfillment
Causes you to be your best and feel your best	Makes you feel anxious and easily upset
Wants to work through problems	Resents effort and personal discomfort
Invites the Spirit of God	Drives away the Spirit of God
Protects	Manipulates
Forgives	Blames
Sacrifices	Takes
Is Confident	Is Jealous
Shows respect through appropriate restraint	Driven by passion
Grows with time and nurturing	Requires increasing excitement to not get bored
Survives sickness, sorrow, poverty, disappointment	Leaves when the going gets tough

Alma 39

Alma now speaks to his third son, Corianton.  The previous two talks were happy and uplifting because the sons were good boys committed to the gospel. Corianton isn’t a “bad boy”—after all, he went to preach the gospel to the Zoramites along with the rest of his brothers—but he made some big mistakes.

The first of Corianton’s sins was pride: “thou didst go on unto boasting in thy strength and thy wisdom.” (vs. 2) But this isn’t the worst of it—his greater sin was sleeping with a prostitute in the land of the Zoramites, which is ungodly at any time, but especially shocking as a missionary. Alma speaks to him about the severity of his actions:

5 Know ye not, my son, that these things are an abomination in the sight of the Lord; yea, most abominable above all sins save it be the shedding of innocent blood or denying the Holy Ghost?

7 And now, my son, I would to God that ye had not been guilty of so great a crime. I would not dwell upon your crimes, to harrow up your soul, if it were not for your good.

8 But behold, ye cannot hide your crimes from God; and except ye repent they will stand as a testimony against you at the last day.

9 Now my son, I would that ye should repent and forsake your sins, and go no more after the lusts of your eyes, but cross yourself in all these things; for except ye do this ye can in nowise inherit the kingdom of God.

The happy news is that people who make mistakes of any kind—including sexual sins—can repent. The Lord loves to forgive when we are sincere!

I’d never realized this before, but the topics of pride and lust/love are what Alma spoke to Shiblon about in the previous chapter. These topics were clearly on Alma’s mind because of Corianton’s recent transgressions and he wanted to warn his other son to avoid these pitfalls.

Corianton was able to repent because of Jesus Christ. You may have noticed that the Book of Mormon prophesies frequently and gives specific details about the coming of Jesus Christ, even mentioning him by name. The time period is about 74 B.C. How could they know this stuff?? Alma will explain, because Corianton was skeptical on the topic:

15 And now, my son, I would say somewhat unto you concerning the coming of Christ. Behold, I say unto you, that it is he that surely shall come to take away the sins of the world; yea, he cometh to declare glad tidings of salvation unto his people.

17 … Behold, you marvel why these things should be known so long beforehand. Behold, I say unto you, is not a soul at this time as precious unto God as a soul will be at the time of his coming?

18 Is it not as necessary that the plan of redemption should be made known unto this people as well as unto their children?

19 Is it not as easy at this time for the Lord to send his angel to declare these glad tidings unto us as unto our children, or as after the time of his coming?

Alma 37

Alma 37

This chapter contains more words of wisdom from Alma to his son Helaman. It is full of precious gems that we can apply to our lives, and I especially appreciate this parental counseling because I just became a parent for the first time last week! My most important job as a mom will be to teach my little girl who she is, who God is, and what He expects of her and promises to her in return. From this chapter I want to make sure she understands the following:

6 Now ye may suppose that this is foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and simple things are great things brought to pass; and small means in many instances doth confound the wise.

This scripture gives me hope, because most of the time I am not capable of doing big things, but there are many small things I can do to make a difference. I think this also means that the Lord doesn’t always have to work big miracles to answer your prayers, but He can answer them through small means that work just as effectively.

16… for God is powerful to the fulfilling of all his words.

17 For he will fulfil all his promises which he shall make unto you, for he has fulfilled his promises which he has made unto our fathers.

God is a God of promises. He extends many invitations to us to make promises with Him, and he promises many blessings to us in return for making and keeping these sacred promises (the scriptures are FULL of these promises). He ALWAYS upholds his part of the bargain when we keep ours. God cannot default from His promises when we are faithful on our part. Sometimes we don’t see His hand immediately, but in time He will always pull through.

 36 Yea, and cry unto God for all thy support; yea, let all thy doings be unto the Lord, and whithersoever thou goest let it be in the Lord; yea, let all thy thoughts be directed unto the Lord; yea, let the affections of thy heart be placed upon the Lord forever.

 37 Counsel with the Lord in all thy doings, and he will direct thee for good; yea, when thou liest down at night lie down unto the Lord, that he may watch over you in your sleep; and when thou risest in the morning let thy heart be full of thanks unto God; and if ye do these things, ye shall be lifted up at the last day.

This scripture always serves the purpose of reminding me to make God more central in my life. It causes me to ask myself, “how many times today did I think of God? How many times did I ask God for help? How many times did I thank God for the good in today? Did I care/think more about God today than other distractions in my life?”

I also find these verses particularly relevant right now as a new mom, because now more than I ever I want to be “counsdling with the Lord in all my doings that he may direct me for good” because the job I have in physically and spiritually caring for this tiny soul is well beyond my own expertise and ability. But God is an expert at this stuff, and I know he will direct me for good as I seek His help.

The last part pulls a great lesson from an experience we read in 1 Nephi in the Book of Mormon. Lehi and his family were traveling through the wilderness and God sent them a golden compass called the Liahona to direct them. When they were faithful and good, the compass worked. When they ignored it or had sour attitudes, the compass didn’t work. The word of God works exactly the same in our lives! Don’t waste the Liahona you have been given and wander aimlessly in the wilderness!

 38 And now, my son, I have somewhat to say concerning the thing which our fathers call a ball, or director—or our fathers called it Liahona, which is, being interpreted, a compass; and the Lord prepared it.

 40 And it did work for them according to their faith in God; therefore, if they had faith to believe that God could cause that those spindles should point the way they should go, behold, it was done; therefore they had this miracle, and also many other miracles wrought by the power of God, day by day.

 41 Nevertheless, because those miracles were worked by small means…They were slothful, and forgot to exercise their faith and diligence and then those marvelous works ceased, and they did not progress in their journey;

 42 Therefore, they tarried in the wilderness, or did not travel a direct course, and were afflicted with hunger and thirst, because of their transgressions.

 43 And now, my son, I would that ye should understand that these things are not without a shadow; for as our fathers were slothful to give heed to this compass (now these things were temporal) they did not prosper; even so it is with things which are spiritual.

 44 For behold, it is as easy to give heed to the word of Christ, which will point to you a straight course to eternal bliss, as it was for our fathers to give heed to this compass, which would point unto them a straight course to the promised land.

Alma 35-36

Alma 35

The preaching of the Word of God causes quite the stir in Zarahemla because it did “destroy the craft” of many of the rulers, priests, and teachers in the land. They gang up on the believers and kick them out of the city, but the believers find a new home with the people of Alma in Jershon. This makes the rulers of Zarahemla mad, and they join up with the Lamanites to start making preparations for war against the believers.

In the meantime, Alma is depressed and disturbed “that the hearts of the people began to wax hard, and that they began to be offended because of the strictness of the word (vs. 15)” so he gathers his own sons together to have a father/son heart-to-heart. The chapters to come are full of rich doctrines of the gospel which he shares with them in his fatherly counsel.

Alma 36

Alma has a heart-to-heart with his oldest son, Helaman. We get to read a beautiful re-telling of Alma’s miraculous conversion story. If you recall, when Alma was younger (actually we refer to him as “Alma the Younger”), he was rebellious and hateful against the church. Along with his buddies, the sons of Mosiah, he spent his time trying to pull down the church even though his own father (Alma Sr.) was the high priest of the church. But in answer to Alma Sr.’s prayers, God sent an angel to stir these boys up, and to their credit they immediately changed their ways and became powerful missionaries and forces for good.

We got to read this story in Mosiah 27, but here in Alma 36 we get to hear Alma’s side of the story, including what he went through during the 3 days he was unconscious to the outside world. 

Alma’s experience is a beautiful lesson about the power and reality of repentance through Jesus Christ. Alma had been a really bad dude… and he knew it. He explains how deeply terrified he was, because he knew how bad he had been:

14… so great had been my iniquities, that the very thought of coming into the presence of my God did rack my soul with inexpressible horror.

15 Oh, thought I, that I could be banished and become extinct both soul and body, that I might not be brought to stand in the presence of my God, to be judged of my deeds.

But because Alma had a good dad who never gave up on him, and had always taught him where he could turn for help, he remembered Jesus Christ in this time of desperate fear:

17… I remembered also to have heard my father prophesy unto the people concerning the coming of one Jesus Christ, a Son of God, to atone for the sins of the world.

18 Now, as my mind caught hold upon this thought, I cried within my heart: O Jesus, thou Son of God, have mercy on me, who am in the gall of bitterness, and am encircled about by the everlasting chains of death.

19 And now, behold, when I thought this, I could remember my pains no more; yea, I was harrowed up by the memory of my sins no more.

20 And oh, what joy, and what marvelous light I did behold; yea, my soul was filled with joy as exceeding as was my pain!

22 Yea, methought I saw, even as our father Lehi saw, God sitting upon his throne, surrounded with numberless concourses of angels, in the attitude of singing and praising their God; yea, and my soul did long to be there.

I marvel at the contrast—at first he wishes he could be “banished and become extinct both soul and body, that I might not be brought to stand in the presence of my God,” and then as he begins to turn to Jesus Christ he does a 180 and his “soul did long to be there” with God and his angels!

What a powerful and drastic change. I know that Jesus Christ can bring about drastic change inside any of us—in whatever specific way we need to change. This story has the danger of giving the impression that Jesus Christ changes us instantly and easily (it is a very abbreviated account), and I think the majority of the time the repentance/change process is slower, more subtle, and takes a lot of work on our part, but the end result is absolutely achievable for everyone in every circumstance. That is what Jesus Christ is all about—YOU are what He is all about and He will never give up on you.

3 … I do know that whosoever shall put their trust in God shall be supported in their trials, and their troubles, and their afflictions, and shall be lifted up at the last day.

Alma 33-34

Alma 33

14 Now behold, my brethren, I would ask if ye have read the scriptures? If ye have, how can ye disbelieve on the Son of God?

Alma teaches the Zoramites that the prophets and scriptures all testify of the Son of God and the need for a Savior. He draws upon the writings of 3 ancient prophets as examples. One of them is familiar to most people—Moses. He references the time the children of Israel were plagued and bitten by fiery flying serpents (Numbers 21:5-9). God told Moses the antidote was to make a serpent of brass and put it up on a pole, and anyone who believed enough to look at it would be healed. Those who looked were healed, those who didn’t, died.

 

This was a “type,” or symbol, of Jesus Christ who would come, who would be raised up on a cross and would heal all those who believed in Him.

19 Behold, he was spoken of by Moses; yea, and behold a type was raised up in the wilderness, that whosoever would look upon it might live. And many did look and live.

21 O my brethren, if ye could be healed by merely casting about your eyes that ye might be healed, would ye not behold quickly, or would ye rather harden your hearts in unbelief, and be slothful, that ye would not cast about your eyes, that ye might perish?

 22 …then cast about your eyes and begin to believe in the Son of God, that he will come to redeem his people, and that he shall suffer and die to atone for their sins; and that he shall rise again from the dead, which shall bring to pass the resurrection, that all men shall stand before him, to be judged at the last and judgment day, according to their works.

We don’t have the writings of Moses that explain the symbolism behind this miracle, but Alma did. In the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, we “believe the Bible to be the word of God as far as it is translated correctly” (see Article of Faith 8). We believe the word of God was delivered completely and perfectly to the prophets, but over the years some truths have been lost through translation, and some parts of holy writings have been removed completely. The other 2 ancient prophets referred to by Alma would fall in that category—Zenos and Zenock—because we don’t have their writings anywhere in the bible. All we have are a few references/quotes here from Alma:

3 Do ye remember to have read what Zenos, the prophet of old, has said concerning prayer or worship?

 4 For he said: Thou art merciful, O God, for thou hast heard my prayer, even when I was in the wilderness; yea, thou wast merciful when I prayed concerning those who were mine enemies, and thou didst turn them to me.

15 For it is not written that Zenos alone spake of these things, but Zenock also spake of these things—

 16 For behold, he said: Thou art angry, O Lord, with this people, because they will not understand thy mercies which thou hast bestowed upon them because of thy Son.

 17 And now, my brethren, ye see that a second prophet of old has testified of the Son of God, and because the people would not understand his words they stoned him to death.

Alma 34

 8 I will testify unto you of myself that these things are true. Behold, I say unto you, that I do know that Christ shall come among the children of men, to take upon him the transgressions of his people, and that he shall atone for the sins of the world...

Amulek teaches and testifies of the most important subject in the books: the Atonement of Jesus Christ. The atonement is the word that refers to the all-encompassing sacrifice performed by the Son of God on behalf of mankind, which includes both suffering for sins so that we may repent and be forgiven, and dying on the cross and being resurrected so that all mankind may be resurrected. This chapter focuses on the first part, being able to be forgiven of our sins. 

The Dictionary defines atone accordingly:

1. to make amends or reparation, as for an offense or a crime, or for an offender

2. to make up for errors or deficiencies

The atonement is deep and complex, and there are aspects I may never be able to explain. But I know and have experienced enough to be able to say it is real. Jesus Christ made it possible for me to have second chances, a clean slate, and new beginnings. And this gift is made available to everyone who will have faith in Jesus Christ and do their part.

These are some of the basics about the atonement that Amulek teaches us in Alma 34:

Q: Who will Christ’s atonement save?

A: Those who have faith enough to repent

15 And thus he shall bring salvation to all those who shall believe on his name…and bringeth about means unto men that they may have faith unto repentance.

 16 And thus mercy can satisfy the demands of justice, and encircles them in the arms of safety, while he that exercises no faith unto repentance is exposed to the whole law of the demands of justice; therefore only unto him that has faith unto repentance is brought about the great and eternal plan of redemption.

Q: Who would perish without the atonement?

A: Everyone

9 For it is expedient that an atonement should be made; for according to the great plan of the Eternal God there must be an atonement made, or else all mankind must unavoidably perish; yea, all are hardened; yea, all are fallen and are lost, and must perish except it be through the atonement which it is expedient should be made.

Q: When do I need to take advantage of the atonement of Jesus Christ?

A: Now!

 31 Yea, I would that ye would come forth and harden not your hearts any longer; for behold, now is the time and the day of your salvation; and therefore, if ye will repent and harden not your hearts, immediately shall the great plan of redemption be brought about unto you.

 32 For behold, this life is the time for men to prepare to meet God; yea, behold the day of this life is the day for men to perform their labors.

 33 …therefore, I beseech of you that ye do not procrastinate the day of your repentance until the end; for after this day of life, which is given us to prepare for eternity, behold, if we do not improve our time while in this life, then cometh the night of darkness wherein there can be no labor performed.

 34 Ye cannot say, when ye are brought to that awful crisis, that I will repent, that I will return to my God. Nay, ye cannot say this; for that same spirit which doth possess your bodies at the time that ye go out of this life, that same spirit will have power to possess your body in that eternal world.

Learning about Christ and accepting Christ isn’t just a nice hobby option in this life. We are here on “testing grounds” to become more like Him. In the next life, we will have the same desires and attitudes as we did before we died, so it is imperative that we work NOW to become the people we want to be and should be, because nothing automatically changes in the next phase of existence. I know that the atonement of Jesus Christ lends us the power and strength we need in order to under-go the deep and lasting changes we seek within ourselves. I have experienced that changing power many times in my life, and I will need to continue to use it.

Alma 32

Alma 32 

 28 Now, we will compare the word unto a seed. Now, if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief... behold, it will begin to swell within your breasts; and when you feel these swelling motions, ye will begin to say within yourselves—It must needs be that this is a good seed... for it beginneth to enlarge my soul; yea, it beginneth to enlighten my understanding, yea, it beginneth to be delicious to me.

This chapter is all about FAITH, and is one of my favorites in the Book of Mormon! Alma finds that the poor Zoramites are willing to listen to him, and these are some of the powerful lessons he teaches them:

Humility and Willingness to Believe:

Alma teaches the poor Zoramites it is good their poverty has led them to be humble… but even better is if people CHOOSE to be humble, rather than being forced to be humble by their circumstances. What does it mean to you to be humble?

 13 And now, because ye are compelled to be humble blessed are ye; for a man sometimes, if he is compelled to be humble, seeketh repentance; and now surely, whosoever repenteth shall find mercy; and he that findeth mercy and endureth to the end the same shall be saved.

 14 And now, as I said unto you, that because ye were compelled to be humble ye were blessed, do ye not suppose that they are more blessed who truly humble themselves because of the word?

16 Therefore, blessed are they who humble themselves without being compelled to be humble; or rather, in other words, blessed is he that believeth in the word of God, and is baptized without stubbornness of heart, yea, without being brought to know the word, or even compelled to know, before they will believe.

Faith:

Alma 32 is famous for its teachings on faith. I could read (and have read) this part of the chapter over and over again. Now that I think of it, my husband and I used excerpts from this chapter in our wedding, because it went beautifully with our decor theme of fruit, and we saw great application to marriage from the teachings about experimenting and nurturing to grow something good together.

What is it?

Alma teaches us that “faith” does not mean knowing something for certain. It means you hope for something you can’t see, that is true (meaning it isn’t technically faith if you’re hoping for something that isn’t true).

21 And now as I said concerning faith—faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true.

How do you begin to develop faith?

I love this analogy! If you want to develop faith, start small with a desire! Then experiment and see what feelings or other recognizable results develop to help you identify if the “seed” is good or not. (emphasis added below to key phrases)

 26 Now, as I said concerning faith—that it was not a perfect knowledge—even so it is with my words. Ye cannot know of their surety at first…

 27 But behold, if ye will awake and arouse your faculties, even to an experiment upon my words, and exercise a particle of faith, yea, even if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words.

 28 Now, we will compare the word unto a seed. Now, if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief, that ye will resist the Spirit of the Lord, behold, it will begin to swell within your breasts; and when you feel these swelling motions, ye will begin to say within yourselves—It must needs be that this is a good seed, or that the word is good, for it beginneth to enlarge my soul; yea, it beginneth to enlighten my understanding, yea, it beginneth to be delicious to me.

 33 And now, behold, because ye have tried the experiment, and planted the seed, and it swelleth and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow, ye must needs know that the seed is good.

Should you expect your faith to be perfect when it first starts to grow?

Faith is developed one step, one issue, one day at a time. And it can backslide, too, if you neglect it, so it requires a steady effort to continue to develop.

 35… and now behold, after ye have tasted this light is your knowledge perfect?

 36 Behold I say unto you, Nay; neither must ye lay aside your faith, for ye have only exercised your faith to plant the seed that ye might try the experiment to know if the seed was good.

 37 And behold, as the tree beginneth to grow, ye will say: Let us nourish it with great care, that it may get root, that it may grow up, and bring forth fruit unto us.

What can cause faith to die?

Sometimes it isn’t the seed’s fault when it dies… it’s yours!

38 But if ye neglect the tree, and take no thought for its nourishment, behold it will not get any root; and when the heat of the sun cometh and scorcheth it, because it hath no root it withers away, and ye pluck it up and cast it out.

 39 Now, this is not because the seed was not good, neither is it because the fruit thereof would not be desirable; but it is because your ground is barren, and ye will not nourish the tree, therefore ye cannot have the fruit thereof.

What are the rewards of cultivating faith?

What do you think the fruit analogy represents? When you patiently cultivate faith, what is the fruit you receive in the end?... or even along the way? I'll say this much... the rewards of hope, peace-of-mind, healing, and big-picture-perspective that I've received from my seed of faith (and it is still growing!) are my greatest possessions. They are worth every effort and sacrifice.

41 But if ye will nourish the word, yea, nourish the tree as it beginneth to grow, by your faith with great diligence, and with patience, looking forward to the fruit thereof, it shall take root; and behold it shall be a tree springing up unto everlasting life.

 42 And because of your diligence and your faith and your patience with the word in nourishing it, that it may take root in you, behold, by and by ye shall pluck the fruit thereof, which is most precious, which is sweet above all that is sweet, and which is white above all that is white, yea, and pure above all that is pure; and ye shall feast upon this fruit even until ye are filled, that ye hunger not, neither shall ye thirst.

 43 Then, my brethren, ye shall reap the rewards of your faith, and your diligence, and patience, and long-suffering, waiting for the tree to bring forth fruit unto you.

Alma 31

Alma 31

Alma gathers a team of missionaries to preach to the Zoramites—a group of Nephites who have broken away from the church (these are the same people who trampled and killed Korihor at the end of the last chapter). 

When Alma and team arrive in the land, they find the Zoramites gathered in their synagogues to worship, but they are shocked at what they see inside. They have built a tall stand/tower—called a Rameumptom—that is just big enough for one person at a time. The person on top of the Rameumptom prays out loud, and this is the gist of the prayer:

16 Holy God, we believe that thou hast separated us from our brethren; and we do not believe in the tradition of our brethren, which was handed down to them by the childishness of their fathers; but we believe that thou hast elected us to be thy holy children; and also thou hast made it known unto us that there shall be no Christ… and thou hast elected us that we shall be saved, whilst all around us are elected to be cast by thy wrath down to hell;

This is shocking and concerning to Alma and his brethren—both because the people are openly denying the coming of Jesus Christ, but also because of the pride and arrogance of their ridiculous belief that they are better than other people in the eyes of God. Then to top off the irony, after the worship services the people “returned to their homes, never speaking of their God again until they had assembled themselves together again to the holy stand, to offer up thanks after their manner.” (v23) These people exhibit hypocrisy at its finest. 

Alma is very upset by what he sees, and he prays a long and dramatic prayer to the Lord. When we are frustrated or exhausted by the decisions or behavior of other people, we can also pray for help and strength to know how to handle the situation:

31 O Lord, my heart is exceedingly sorrowful; wilt thou comfort my soul in Christ. O Lord, wilt thou grant unto me that I may have strength, that I may suffer with patience these afflictions which shall come upon me, because of the iniquity of this people.

Alma 29-30

Alma 29

Have you ever wished to be more than you are? Have you ever been frustrated at how weak and limited you are in accomplishing good goals and desires? That’s how Alma feels, and he wishes to be a mighty angel from heaven to preach repentance to the earth with a voice of thunder:

 1 O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people!

 2 Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and come unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth.

 3 But behold, I am a man, and do sin in my wish; for I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me.

I don’t know that I fully understand all the lessons I should be learning from Alma here, but I think the big one is that God gives us and makes us enough to accomplish what He wants us to accomplish.  So on one hand I can’t use my personal limitations as an excuse to not do good. And on the other hand, I shouldn’t pine away for different circumstances, abilities, or responsibilities than what God has given me. I’d be interested to hear your thoughts about what this chapter means.

Alma 30

New trouble comes to town—an “anti-Christ” named Korihor. He travels around the Nephites and the People of Ammon preaching there is no God, no Christ, and no consequence for sin so people should do whatever they want (vs. 13-18). People like to be told they can do whatever they want, so Korihor is successful in getting many to follow and support him. 

The People of Ammon are the smartest. They don’t listen to Korihor, and take him to speak to the high priest of the church and the chief judge of the city.

 22 And it came to pass that the high priest said unto him: Why do ye go about perverting the ways of the Lord? Why do ye teach this people that there shall be no Christ, to interrupt their rejoicings? Why do ye speak against all the prophecies of the holy prophets?

I like the line, “why do ye teach this people that there shall be no Christ, to interrupt their rejoicings?” That’s what I want to ask people who dedicate their lives and precious time to tearing down faith—to tearing down something I love that brings me joy? 

Korihor responds with a tirade of ridiculous and inaccurate accusations, full of arrogance, pride, and disrespect toward God. These leaders don't know what to do with him, so they send Korihor to Zarahemla to talk to the head honchos: the chief judge over all the land, and Alma, the head of all the church. Korihor continues to make nonsensical accusations against the church. For example, he accuses Alma and the other church leaders of “glutting on the labors of the people (v31)” or preaching for the sake of getting rich. Alma reminds him that none of the brethren are paid for their service in the church, so that argument doesn't make sense. 

Alma counter-argues Korihor’s challenge of “what evidence do you have that there is a God,” with this great insight:

40 And now what evidence have ye that there is no God, or that Christ cometh not? I say unto you that ye have none, save it be your word only.

41 But, behold, I have all things as a testimony that these things are true;

43 And now Korihor said unto Alma: If thou wilt show me a sign, that I may be convinced that there is a God, yea, show unto me that he hath power, and then will I be convinced of the truth of thy words.

 44 But Alma said unto him: Thou hast had signs enough; will ye tempt your God? Will ye say, Show unto me a sign, when ye have the testimony of all these thy brethren, and also all the holy prophets? The scriptures are laid before thee, yea, and all things denote there is a God; yea, even the earth, and all things that are upon the face of it, yea, and its motion, yea, and also all the planets which move in their regular form do witness that there is a Supreme Creator.

The question of the day is—Are you like Korihor? Do you require a “sign” from heaven to believe that God exists? Or will you accept the signs, witnesses, and evidences all around you that there is a God?

Korihor pushes Alma for a sign, and Alma says the only sign he will get is to be struck deaf and dumb. Korihor continues pushing, and finally God grants the sign—and Korihor is struck deaf and dumb. At this point he confesses he really believes in God, and asks Alma to remove the curse.

 55 But Alma said unto him: If this curse should be taken from thee thou wouldst again lead away the hearts of this people; therefore, it shall be unto thee even as the Lord will.

 56 And it came to pass that the curse was not taken off of Korihor; but he was cast out, and went about from house to house begging for his food.

 59 And it came to pass that as he went forth among the people, yea, among a people who had separated themselves from the Nephites and called themselves Zoramites, being led by a man whose name was Zoram—and as he went forth amongst them, behold, he was run upon and trodden down, even until he was dead.

 60 And thus we see the end of him who perverteth the ways of the Lord; and thus we see that the devil will not support his children at the last day, but doth speedily drag them down to hell.